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Heat & ice...

The fire burns within my soul, a passion, a love, a lust. A burning desire, a need, a want. Like a fatal attraction I must have you. I can't think straight, all I know is what I want, need, and must have. You burn in my veins, deep inside me a place that can not be seen not reached by any other. Nothing in this world could or would stop me from getting to you, I have only ever wanted you, and shall never want for any other. Rejection, fear, heartbeats faster, and faster. What if you hurt me, reject me, try to brake me, kill me?! Though the fear has me effected and my heart beats, my heart wound not beat at all without you! I can not, not want you, need you, love you. I can not, not try to be with you. I hope you welcome me with open arms. I wish that you will see inside me, not at me. I pray you want me, need me, desire me as I do you. My life has no porpoise without you in it, I am empty without you. I would starve and die twice to have you, and have you want me. I promise I will try to please you, be the best that I can be, give you everything I have. I will give you my heart, my soul, my blood, sweat, and tears. I have given you all I have and I hope that it is enough. Ice in my veins, shivering cold, empty without you. I have nothing, no one, I am no one without you. With your warmth you can melt the ice that runs cold and warm me, keep me warm, keep me burning up. Every side has it's ups and downs - fire & ice - keep me burning, yearning, and I will cool you, and keep you and give you all, everything - I will give you... Me!

Much love, affection & appreciation - Marija xx